I love how it is my fault that I don’t put any effort into the relationship, when I was the only one calling, I was the only one emailing, It was all me. To think that I once even thought that we would be back to where we were when I was a kid is all a lie. I gave up on this relationship once I found out while you left us. I lost all self respect for you. Don’t expect me to keep trying, don’t expect me to be there for you when you are not here for me. You didn’t just leave our mom, you left the family, and got a new one. You expected us to let your wife into our lives with no hesitation. I’m pretty sure you went through the same thing when you were my age, so why do it to us? I’m not the biggest fan of your new wife. I liked her until I found out the real reason you left. Once I found that out everything change, I changed. I stopped believing in things, I stopped believing in love, god, even hope. Why should I believe in these things when I watched it fall apart between two people I cared about? I always wished things would go back to normal, but it never did, so I finally gave up. I gave up even trying to fix things between us.