December 2011
43 posts
November 2011
28 posts
I write letters almost everyday addressed to you, but I never send them.
I go through my phone contacts stop on your name but I never call you.
You are the reason I’m always stressed, you are the reason I’m so unhappy.
Play
“God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubts.”
Its more like all downs these days.
I can’t get a break.
“Laughing is when a smile has a orgasm”
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Whats the point?
Why should I be the one to call you first?
Why should I be the one to message you first?
I shouldn’t be the one who puts all the effort into things.
I’m done with some of this crap blame me for shit.
I don’t care anymore.
All you are doing is ruining our relationship even more then what it was.
But I still love you.
What do I do then….?
Omegle :D
- You: well i would hope you start with my toes
- Stranger: laugh
- Stranger: lolcats
- Stranger: nibble my ears
- Stranger: does this man mean as in eat me out?!
- You: Hey i think i just talked to you.
- Stranger: or eat me
- Stranger: literally
- You: like one second ago.
- Stranger: kewl beanz
- Stranger: xd
- Stranger: phished
- You: yeah im the black girl.
- Stranger: LOL WHAT
- Stranger: HAHAHAHAHAHAH
- Stranger: no
- You: lmao :D
- Stranger: way
- Stranger: how did you know it was me?!
- Stranger: WHAT THE FUCK
- You: lolcats
- Stranger: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- You: thats how.
- You: you said it last time.
- Stranger: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH trade mark lolage
- You: man im good.
- Stranger: omg
- Stranger: that's too funny
- Stranger: mang
- Stranger: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm in hysterics right now
- You: I see that.
- Stranger: are you african continental or like another form of black?
- You: Im gorilla I just told you.
- Stranger: gorilla?
- Stranger: like a fucking gorilla the animal?
- You: yeah.
- Stranger: NOH
- Stranger: WAY
- Stranger: not possibru
- You: yeah you should hear me talk
- Stranger: i'm orangutan then
- Stranger: well half
- You: I run around on all fours and shit.
- Stranger: cos orangutans are indonesian
- Stranger: and i'm half indonesian
- Stranger: so i'm half orangutan
- Stranger: half white bitch
- Stranger: white monkey of england
- You: lmao snow monkey
- Stranger: SNOW MONKEY AHHAHAHA
- Stranger: half orangutan half snow monkey
- Stranger: i'm going to add that to my twitter bio
- Stranger: you are a genius muthafucka
- You: sounds like a good mix. I try
- Stranger: so you're gorillan
- You: yes, yes I am. but im like a quater indian
- Stranger: oh mai got
- Stranger: so your mum is half gorilla half indian?
- Stranger: or your dad?
- You: dad. he is the hairy one.
- Stranger: LOL
- You: Yeah he gets mad and throws his poop everywhere.
- You: it gets real bad.
- Stranger: oh mang
- Stranger: thats a tough lyf
- Stranger: 2k11
- Stranger: i don't think you're black
- Stranger: i think you're snow monkey in disguise
- Stranger: or azn monkey
- You: Nope. I full black
- Stranger: but there are many blacks
- Stranger: you have to be from a specific country
- Stranger: WHEEEEYYAARRR
- You: africa.
- You: with my other family lives in the tress
- Stranger: that's a fucking continent, blackmang
- You: trees*
- Stranger: kennot be lyk det
- You: yeah i roamed Africa
I wish I could say I want you by my side.
I wish I could say you mean everything to me.
I wish I could talk to you on the phone every night and have a full conversation.
I wish I could tell you what is really on my mind.
I wish I actually meant this, instead of just thinking it.
I’m more hurt then ever without you….
